Teeming with L-O-V-E! ♥

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Due to the recent swine flu..
EVERYONE!
Please do not eat me!
Lol.

Stewed pig rocks~ xD

~22:29~

♥ U ♥

Oh no!
There's something wrong with the video on my speech!! ):
Can't upload for now until I've solve the problem.
Anyway, here's a type-out...

First of all, I wanna say an ever big and grateful "THANK YOU!" to my Mum and Dad for these 21 years of care & love which they'd showered upon me. Bringing me up hasn't been an easy thing, I believe, due to my mischievous and somewhat stubborn nature… Thank you Mum & Dad!

Also to my aunties who are present here today, who have taken care of me when I was young and even now, giving me advices as a young adult.
To Aunty Irene & Aunty Kim Jun – Thank you!
To Aunty Kim Mei -

Secondly, it would be to my big family from Church of Singapore. You guys have been the people whom I’ve shared my heart with through the 10 years that I’ve been around in church, and I feel really blessed to be able to know you! Thank you all for building me up spiritually and physically; encouraging me when I need it; consoling me when I’m down; sharing my joy when I’m happy; giving me sound advices when I’m lost, too.

Here’s a little story, a journey on the bus, which will tell of where I picked you guys up… (:

Aunty Evelyn –
Uncle William –
Matthew Chern –
Samson Hu –

To Be Continued…

P.S. sudden change in book in timing, gotta run NOW! Zzz.
Bye

~21:20~

♥ U ♥

Monday, April 27, 2009

Yay!
My course (in army) has ended today, which explains why I can blog. (:
I've gotta start to learn how to put photos on my blog soon, so much more fun! xD
gonna come out tomorrow night till wednesday morning, and then for a long weekend on thursday night (:
God is really blessing me alot here now, haha.
Thanks & Praises to God!

~19:48~

♥ U ♥

Yahoo!
Just celebrated my 21st birthday yesterday.
I'm so overjoyed!
*Jumps*
God, I love those people who came.
And of course she who did not come...

The speech wasn't well delivered though, due to the shortage of time.
I'll post the video up soon.
I shall write an in-depth one on tomorrow night and post it up, on the day of my birthday seems more appropriate (:

Thank you all for the many GOOD GIFTS and presents and lots of ang baos! :D
God Bless~

P.S I need the photos that were being taken urgently, please send them to me if you see me online (:

~19:24~

♥ U ♥

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Today, I went to ORA under kibs and jason's invitation!
Was quite eye-opening.
Super crowded.
Was bored after awhile, humph.
Met many many people from church there though, haha..
Didn't realise that there were so many Rafflesian in our church!
People met there were:
-Samuel Ching
-Yanling
-Elliot
-some guy who came to say "hi" after service to me today..
-nei, that swimming guy, everytime wear the swimming jacket de..
-Kaiyang! He performed (sang and played guitar). Was pretty good (:

Ran up and down church today to settle alot of technical stuff.
Zonked-out after that.
Super no mood...

I'm missing her too much, especially after what the guy from FGC, JB had shared today.
I have not given up yet, the fight goes on...
Honey, I'm Pooh.
Graw~

It's getting hard to be around you, there's so much I can't say.
Do you want me to hide my feelings and look the other way?
'Cause I don't know how to make the feeling stop...

~23:25~

♥ U ♥

Yes!
I'd finally gotten my phone - C510 :D
This week was super slackish in camp, 'cause it was ops week.
It goes by per team activation, and each team only gets to be activated once (unless you flunk the ops).
So basically I stay in the bunk and got to sleep all I want, haha!
Shiok sia.
Played plentiful games of Chinese Chess also, but I suck at it la, keep losing. =x

Going for ORA soon (some fest held in RJC), kibs and jason will be there too! :D
Whee~

Still keep thinking of her everyday.
snuggle.

~08:00~

♥ U ♥

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Wearing tie today was fun.
Thanks to kibs for the great sugggestion (along with whoever that had helped).
And thank you very much for helping me do up my tie! =x
Forgot how to tie a tie properly, haha.
Watched Fast & Furious 4 today with Chong-er, Russ and Kim.
Was pretty cool.

I've found my phone is actually selling @ $98 again! xD
S.E. C510 -
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/c510?lc=en&cc=sg
Yes!!!
I'm aiming for the Radiation Silver.

Ok, no time liao, super rush.
Bye.

I took the first step, please give me a chance?
Honey, I'm a bee.
Buzz~

~20:05~

♥ U ♥

Oh yah, an announcement came to me just now during dinner.
I got appected into YPM MM as a drummer!
YAY! xD
(:

Oh happy day!~

Ok, wait a sec.
This means I'll have to settle my other ministries all the more faster now.
Skim and cut because I've got too many.
I'm so sorry.

~01:16~

♥ U ♥

Ummm!
Played soccer just now.
Enjoyed.
Super fun man, haha.

Elijah and Isaac played.
So worried to that the play is too rough.

Swapped them out after 30 mins.

It's been 6 months since we'd last played.
I so miss those days!

Also, a very sorry to the young padawans who noticed about my language.
I think they're right, I should stop using substitute words like basket, jigen/jidan etc., too.
It's just so happen that when I play soccer, such words will come out, sigh.
Ok, I promise I'll stop, somehow.

Cooper and Zhi gave some really funny quotes on the way home.
They were discussing about chasing girls, haha.
--
Zhi: Good things come to those who wait.
Coop: Quicker yet for those who take!
--

Well anyway, there's a sense of awkwardness between her and I now.
We'd crossed each other's path a couple of times, but we never even shared eye contact.
Hmmm.
Oh well.
=/

Goodnight

~00:17~

♥ U ♥

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Lol, this is such a funny version of the supposed soothing "Seasons in the Sun"

~12:37~

♥ U ♥

Friday, April 10, 2009

Yesterday, my course had a cohesion outing.
It was at Superbowl @ Marina Marina.
Fun! xD
Initially I was still afraid to play, 'cause I had a bad experience after playing it before.
Couldn't walk for 2 days, bed-ridden.
Injured my back.
From then I didn't play until yesterday.
I kinda felt uncomfortale from the first few throws, as my wrist hurts.
Then I heeded advice from my friend, and lock my wrist more.
Highest score was 116 out of 3 games, haha.
First 2 were warm ups! (:

Ok, it's raining now and my house got no umbrella, zzz.
Gotta go get some big ones soon.
Hafta go for my friend's 21st!
OMGosh!
I'm late. =x
Ciaoz

~18:14~

♥ U ♥

I just wanna say a thank you to those who'd helped me in this.
-Thank You

~14:08~

♥ U ♥

She's an island I'm never allowed to set foot on, only to read up on
She's a painting sold at the art gallery I'm not allowed to buy, only to admire from afar
She's a bus that I can take to reach my destination, but I'm not allowed to board
Wtpok
A love no more, that's what it means
-Love her not

The sense of awkwardness was what I was trying to break out of
Hoping to make it possible between us
Thanks for telling me to keep out
So that I won't be wasting my time
-No chance; forget it

~14:01~

♥ U ♥

To people who read my blog, you guys must be dying to know what's her reply.
My heart sank as the reply came - it's a No.
Sad, as it is.
But I'll not crumble.
Still, life must go on.
I have to stop grazing on this pasture; it's restricted land.

This No wasn't a simple one though.
It's a never ever.
And I thought to myself, why.
She took 3 days to reply, so I thought she had thought through, and there are many reasons to why is it so.
But, think again, it's the exact opposite.
She was just thinking, not about the reasons which led to the No, but rather, how to put it through to me.
She had the answer all the long, sitting on it for 3 days.
Totally sian feeling.
~pew~

Was it 'cause of the awkwardness between us?
Can't we take the chance?
We can thwart this evil spell.

-Give it a shot

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me so hypnotized, so mesmerised
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch your breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away

~08:50~

♥ U ♥

Sunday, April 5, 2009

After passing the card, it's yet another grueling test - time.
And that's how a man crumble! ._.

~20:37~

♥ U ♥

Alright, I'd manage to pass the card to her.
Though not in person, 'cause I'm seriously extremely shy on this.
You people better believe! :/
Anyway, it's been Signed, Sealed & Delievered.
Am I yours? ._.
Blah.

Ok, moving on.
To people who read my blog, please take caution on this part, especially younger ones (padawans).
I've come to a conculsion during service today, and it's pretty interesting the way it'd struck me.
An analysis on what happens when people (Full-Time Leaders) leave church (exits).
From the basic, when a Full-time staff joins or resigns from our church, it would be announced in the church weekly bulletin, correct?
Example - Uncle Kim San, Matthew Chern.
They held key appointment in the church's leadership.
They left due to appropriate reasons.
A graceful exit, I would say.
And when they left, they were being embraced, with much prayers and encouragements to whatever future endeavour they will be embarking on, in the presence of the whole church, or rather, at least to the congreation they belong to.

However, not so for those who make a foul exit.
Example - None other than him and "Mr.You-Know-Who" (shan't name, out of respect).
Their exits were swift, without any hints, and usually subtle/sneakily.
When they leave, it really cause some kind of upheaval in the ministry.
Such people really deserve a boot in the ass.

Who does all these responsibilities go to then?
Who's the 'suay' one who's gonna clear the mess?
Samson lor.
It's like as if he doesn't have enough to do.
But I guess there's no one else to pick.
Ok la, I believe that everything will work out find in his hands, with God's help and overseeing.
As said in the bible "... unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds." (John 12:24 - NIV)
Our ministry kinda 'died', and so now it's a time for us to climb back up; a time for us to realign our ministry's directions with God's will.

Oh yes, and Uncle William stressed on the point that we (YPMers) need to rise up.
Yes, I agree.
YPM is short of leaders.
In fact, the whole world is!
Those who heard the Spirit's calling yesterday, take it as a beginning.
Take heart, young padawans.

Please keep Samson in prayer!
He really needs it.
On a brighter note, it'll be a time for harvest, as soon as the crops grow! (:

~17:56~

♥ U ♥

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Today was the release of a shocking news.
Matthew Yeap has resigned from the position as my church's Youth Pastor.
It's only been a year or so.
Shocking enough to me, not that he has resigned.
Rather, it was the things he did before leaving. wtpok.
Shan't elaborate on that, lest it causes some adverse effect.

I personally feel that YPM's head change too often.
Perviously was Caleb Koh, for a few months, and he left due to studies.
Even before that was Matthew Chern, who's now currently studying in USA.
Mixed commitment wasn't a good combination.
Really hope that someone would take it up for a prolonged period.
Matthew Chern, where are you! ):

Samson is now the acting head of YPM.
Once again, the most capable man in our ministry is being tasked on such.
I'm glad about this, but also worried for him, which means I need to pray for him more.
Take care.

Had flu the whole of today, really irritating.
Sneezed like mad, 4 times consecutively for many times.
It was so bad, that after YPM, I looked as if I'd cried alot.
Played ping pong after dinner, it's been a long time since I'd last touched.
Got better after reaching home.
Thank God!

Didn't manage to pass the card to her today, shucks.
I need the opportunity.
To be alone, was something never meant for me.

Sleep now, goodnight world.

~23:18~

♥ U ♥

Woopie!
Today was quite an enjoyable day.
Sun was super hot, got some nice tan, haha.
Drove the PET (Personal Equipment Transporter) around some simple course.
Did pretty well. (:
Just that I kept lauging too much, and Veg said that I wasn't taking it seriously.
Aiyo, it's just my way of trying to keep cool while driving, I think..

Went to Z-e's sku's orchestra performance.
His parents, Yiwen and Gideon was there.
Performace overall was good.
I like the concert mistress' play style on the violin.
Super zai!
There were funny moments too!
Some bloopers, haha.
Z-e was cool, as usual. (:
Uncle drove me and Gid to Outram MRT, and we went home seperately.

This week in camp passed by fast.
Next week will be one whole week of Ops.
Til' then.

Adios! (:
I Love You.

~00:17~

♥ U ♥

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Finally, the first night-out from the 'new' camp.
Wanna spend time making invitation cards and writing a card.

Anyway, I dreamt of her on Tuesday night. (:

Scene was as such-
I saw her sitting down on the train.
Looking down as if it was gonna rain.
She lifted her head and I caught a glimpse.
Only to find that it was all a dream.
I woke up sad at 0103hrs.
How I hope that it could have lasted a little longer!
):

Alright, to describe it a little more in-depth, this was what I saw.
She was wearing a white shirt.
She put on her contacts.
Her hair was being rebonded, which I have no idea why.
So pretty that I wanted to move forward.
But I woke up, 'cause I twitched my muscle I think.
Sad right.
But well, I'm gonna write a card and pass it to her this week.
Wish me 'luck'!
xD

Never had a dream come true, 'til the day that I've found you.

~20:06~

♥ U ♥