Thursday, October 29, 2009
FAIL! I've totally failed as a Spec (in army).
Woke up late today, and made my platoon wait for me. =x
What nonsense, argh!!!
Now I feel like I can't command them anymore, because of that failure.
I've failed.
And through this, I realised that I'm totally dependent on God's strength in order to do things & tasks, especially waking up and getting out of bed.
God, help me.
Well, so for today, I shall not pump my platoon personally. :P
~10:55~
♥ U ♥
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Today's MAtthew Chern's 31st Birthday, Wheeeeee!! xD
Happy Birthday dude! 10years older than me, Lol xD
My heart feels dampened... Is it because I'd just watch 500 Days of Summer? Lol...
Weirdish. Girls are such strange creatures.
Ever wonder why I like her? Guess it's pretty obvious.. She has such great qualities.
Family is in such a mess now.
Dad failed, Mum wanna get lucky, Sisters...
Anyway, Ze's officially my mentee now (No hidden motive, please).
God bless.
Bye.
~21:38~
♥ U ♥
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Downcasted.
Sigh...
Problem upon problems, and I feel like i'm being defeated.
Gosh.
Cell, Family, mentorship, relationship and future. many other minor things too.
I wanna run, escape all this! But I can't...
What will running make out of me?
A coward? Useless? Doubting God's sufficient Grace and Strength?
I simply can't...
I really need your help. Prayers.
They work wonders, don't they?
I WANNA SCREAM!
ARGH!!!
UGH!!!
AHHH!!!
=/
rant and vent corner.
~01:52~
♥ U ♥
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Went to the Bedok Public Library to borrow book today with kibs, after a longgg meeting.
LDG then brunch before that.
Ted Dekker's books and I NEED BOOK 3 from Pendragon! RETURN THEM YOU BUGGERS!
I'll go Yishun if need be. Pif..
Now now, to all who know who is she...
Please keep it to yourself. (:
Hugz..
God, I love You. And you too.
~20:55~
♥ U ♥
Saturday, October 10, 2009
We've slayed the dragon, and overcomed the challenge...
Good job Team, we've survived Dragon Warrior! (:
1 Day of work, 3 Days of slacking! Weet, Lol.
My Platoon did quite well for the Exercise, overall, as compared to other platoons (:
I think my Team for like 7x marks, while others fail.. So not bad la.
Though my Team didn't meet all the necessary requirements, but I think we are one of the most proficient Team/Platoon already..
Almost died there, too. Heat stress.. my body temperature went up to 37.8Degrees, macham doing some ultra hardcore exercise. But in actual fact, all I did was just spraying water, in some chemical suit. Lol.
Gosh, had the worst tummy ache today (so far I'd experience..) Not good. I laid in bed the whole day, from 8am till around 5pm, then only did the ache left. Tossed and turned on the bed. cannot fully extend my legs out, had to remain in a curled up position. =/
Went to see the Medical Officer, and I got into the Sickbay, and had to go on IV Drip! Zzz...
Diagonsed with Food Poisoning, which is weird, cause I didn't eat today morning leh! Initially thought it was gastric. Hmmm..
But thank God anyway, cause the pain only finially left after I decided to spend 15 mins to pray, and ignore the pain. What I did in earlier of the day was that I prayed awhile and tried to get some rest. Though I felt somewhat better after the naps, but the crunch came back in like 10-15mins...
Today is payday!!! :O
~01:23~
♥ U ♥
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Yo.
I got 6 new scars on my forehead this week, while doing stores...
Bad sunburn too. Skin on my shoulder area is peeling now...
Zzz..
Ypm Camp '09 registration has started! TODAY!
But only 19 people signed up. First on the list is dexter, last was Aunty Meiyoke! haha. (:
This week is Exercise Dragon Warrior week.. Won't be out on Thuesday and Thursday like I normally am. =/
Feeling kinda dreadful about it cause I'm not very sure of many of the drills. =x
People are having EoY/O & A Level/Promos Etc. This is like the same, a practical.
Ok, nvm. God will be with me, and He will see me through (:
Yay.
Well, tomorrow is the sixth month.
I'm open to letting people know who is she already.
Pretty much alot of people already know/guessed correctly anyway, haha.
Wanna know who? Just come and ask. I'll be frank.
Goodbye, gotta book-in now.
All the best to those who are having their exams!
Study hard/smart & Jiayou! (:
~19:19~
♥ U ♥
